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Fear being what drives me
I let a cowardly devil live inside me
Hell is my heart fire is blood
Sweat is constant under an anxious burning sun
Fear
Fear
Fear
Swallowing fear
Feeling it’s presence as it’s creeping near
I swallow my fear
As it’s creeping near
Feeling it’s presence as it’s creeping near
No matter the fists I’ve raised
I can’t fight your noxious haze
Tear it down like a building razed
I breathe in deep
As smoke fills my lungs
All that I think about all I’ve become
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No matter how many times I fight I can’t face this
An eternal inability to act
Due to the fact
Inaction and indecision
Plaguing my contents creating this twisted vision
A spineless coward subject to my own derision
Benefits of determination
Left by attempts at self preservation
a coward of
A cruel gods creation
Flames of disappointment lick at my heels
Replace me with someone who wants to be real
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I keep my eyes shut
Pray to god knows what
But god in heaven might be real
I can’t say that’s how I feel
Tell me what helps you sleep
I wanna see if it works for me
Because I can’t seem to shake
Everything that keeps me awake
A broken word
For broken bones
Foundations built for broken homes
Cry alone
Dine alone
Die alone
Lost in deep i sink like a stone
Green is me
Envy all I see
Jealousy is filling me
Entertain me
Disgust me
Opinion flip 180 degree
Make the engine bleed
Spectre lost in my machine
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Head is poison
Thoughts are knives
Stabbing contents
Bleeding inside
So maladjusted
Can’t think of nothing
I want to spit this shit out
Just to come up with something
Behind my eyes
What feels like me
This is now empty
These thoughts that I
Spit out nightly
They are for nothing
See visions
That look like wartime
I can’t believe why
These unseen forces that drive me
They are for nothing
Why don’t you take my insides
And lay them out
So you can finally
Stomach my sound
Take my bones and break them down
Nothing but ash on the ground
Behind my eyes
What feels like me
This is now empty
These thoughts that I
Spit out nightly
They are for nothing
See visions
That look like wartime
I can’t believe why
These unseen forces that drive me
They are for nothing
My only place for belonging
In your arms kept clean
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Abuse Repression
06:25
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I don’t want to watch it fall apart
I don’t want a ship to go sailing off into the night
I don’t want anything
That resembles a slow death
A Hollywood ending extended
Directors cut
Never came around
Around
Ideas buried in the cold hard ground
Carry me down fast
Don’t let me go
Tender offering
Tirade of emptiness
Lost cacophony
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Abuse Repression Port Huron, Michigan
4 piece blackened math-skramz from Port Huron, Michigan
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plunderphonics close to home
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